Friday 19 August 2011
چشمان من روزی به خواب خاک می روند
بی آنکه مجالی یابند تا سیاهی تقدیر را
باری دیگر به تو بیاموزند.
همان برق ناخودآگاه اختصاصی که تو را لرزاند
و از پوشش آینه وار پلکهای داغ من تیرکشان خارج شد.
نگاه من تو را در نوسان خود می بلعد
و سیاهی مژگان خیس من دلتنگی خود را
بایاد آن شب تابستان بروی تپش مات چشمانم می کشد.
برای من فروغی نیست از این کدورت بی فرجام ,
چرا که مرا پیوندی باید با ابدیت دستهایت
و آهنگ نامنظم ناخنهایت روی دیوار گچی
که با طعم تن عریانت در آمیخت و مرا سرود یگانگی شد.
بی شک آن شب تو را خواب می دیدم ,
چرا که زندگی هراسان مرا به یاد آورد
از حرکت مدار رنج چون چرخی کاسته.
ولی دریغا, عشق را لحظه ای کافیست برای شکفتن... ن
Wednesday 24 November 2010
When you're deep in shit...
When you are deep in shit, your lips are a different colour.
When you are deep in shit, you are dipped in shit, you should be served with a bit of olive oil and urine dressing.
When you are deep in shit, you don't realize the difference between the temperature and temperature. Your hands, your arms, your legs and your genitals are like worms with no heads wrapped around each other, crying out silent in quiet, warm, peaceful shit that resembles home...sweet home... That's what shit tastes like, sweet and sour with a bitter kick, better old, best served cold, like Pinot Grigio.
When you are deep in shit, you fall in love with your nose blocked, your eyes locked, your smile numb. You'd think love is all you need to fight shit, as it turns out your love descends from your shit, your deep, smelly, perfectly figured, meticulously passed with time to spare on the toilet, always comes first and later, later, later there's always time for love...
But my dearest, you can't see, for you, love is shit and shit is home... home... where everybody knows your name...
Friday 9 July 2010
Come over one last time...
Saturday 10 April 2010
It`s not an easy game to play...
Wednesday 30 December 2009
Salted sugar
Do you have to laugh so loud? People need their beauty sleep... What the bleep are these Christmas bells for? Can`t you see the wrecks of the drowned ship, laying somewhere remote down the open waters of my dormant heart seem too heavy to care to move... There are no butterflies shaping in my guts.
Monday 16 February 2009
The wind is blowing, that deadly white wind is blowing…
Your face is showing, the cure, the yellow sorrow, the wind is blowing…
My heart is slowing, only three fingers left out of the red pond, like the petals of the silent rose, she drowned…the wind is blowing…
Your eyes are enjoying, the tarot cards ritual, she was so secure with the spirit and instinct and desire…shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, the wind is blowing…
My mind overflowing, the colors, the LED lights halo around the bosom of the walnut tree and the garden disappeared forever once she couldn`t get the lily pad to dace when the wind was blowing…that deadly white wind was blowing…
Thursday 12 February 2009
D*d you k*ow that th*re was a girl wh*...
I`m watching myself, I`m watching myself and suddenly I go blind. I have to freeze everything …everything. There`s no way to go back in time and realize the fucked up going back in time. I don`t see anything would happen. My monitor goes blind. The light is coming in by force. I don`t really need it as I already have my stomach light since I`ve been feeling sick for a 100 years now. Why can`t I understand the meaning of frozen? Frozen mind? Frozen stomach? Frozen nipples? Frozen fog?
I can`t remember the fog as it was trying to keep up with the length of the river and yet it didn`t cover the sound of the clock announcing the hour 4 times and all I heard was the low battery alert. Am I really that permanent? So why can`t I remember the words? Is this my handwriting? I don`t think so…It`s so neat. It must be computer`s. Why isn`t she shouting at me? I have been nothing but whinny.
I have figured the tangly mumbles of an Italian woman that flew over the chart of happiness regardless of the fact that he couldn`t understand Italian. I have seen my world is small outside the window and I have to pray to learn to fly to see the sea again and again where my mother thinks I`m still sick but the fact is that I`ve been crying over something that I have been crying over and over for the thing that I have been crying for, over the times. But I know someday, I could see myself from the ceiling and I won`t be blind `cause I`m dead and the curtain finally will have won the fight…Look, there`s no more light coming in…